Day 123 (25/12): Merry Christmas

Today is a very special date. Karen is Day 123, embarking into her 4th month. I still remember last year, I caught a flu and went to see doctor half suspecting I'm pregnant. It was the most meaningful xmas gift i ever had. During that time, tiny Karen was 5 weeks old.

I still can't get the falling scene from my head. The moment I saw her crying on the floor with legs and hands squeezing together. My heart really pain. I'm so regret for what had happened. I promised I will never let it happen again.