I still can't get the falling scene from my head. The moment I saw her crying on the floor with legs and hands squeezing together. My heart really pain. I'm so regret for what had happened. I promised I will never let it happen again.
Tuesday, December 25, 2012
Day 123 (25/12): Merry Christmas
Today is a very special date. Karen is Day 123, embarking into her 4th month. I still remember last year, I caught a flu and went to see doctor half suspecting I'm pregnant. It was the most meaningful xmas gift i ever had. During that time, tiny Karen was 5 weeks old.
Sunday, December 23, 2012
Day 121: Big mistake!
My precious baby fell off from our adult bed this evening!
I went downstairs to collect a brush from our luggage bag. I didn't put her inside her crib or use any pillows to set a boundry for her. I heard her cry from the stairs. When I reached my bedroom, she's nowhere to be found on the bed! I saw her lying on her back crying! I quickly picked her up, she's crying with her eyes closed. I felt so horrible. I kept on saying sorry to her.
Quickly brought her to KPJ emergency to do checkup. Doctor said she's fine. As long as she doesn't vomit or become inactive, she'll be fine. But i still feel horrible. I'm so regret about the incident. I hope Karen's angel was around when it happened. I'm willing to exchange my life to undo everything. Nothing is more precious than Karen right now.
God, I need to beg you again. Karen might need your blessing to overcome the fear she's having now. I really hope she's back to normal again tomorrow. God bless.
I went downstairs to collect a brush from our luggage bag. I didn't put her inside her crib or use any pillows to set a boundry for her. I heard her cry from the stairs. When I reached my bedroom, she's nowhere to be found on the bed! I saw her lying on her back crying! I quickly picked her up, she's crying with her eyes closed. I felt so horrible. I kept on saying sorry to her.
Quickly brought her to KPJ emergency to do checkup. Doctor said she's fine. As long as she doesn't vomit or become inactive, she'll be fine. But i still feel horrible. I'm so regret about the incident. I hope Karen's angel was around when it happened. I'm willing to exchange my life to undo everything. Nothing is more precious than Karen right now.
God, I need to beg you again. Karen might need your blessing to overcome the fear she's having now. I really hope she's back to normal again tomorrow. God bless.
Friday, December 7, 2012
Day 105
My precious baby Karen has finally passed through her 100 days. This was something I hoped for since the day she was born.
Why 100 days?
During my confinement, I guess I might have suffered from postnatal depression. I got so stress if Karen cries. I didn't know what to do with her when she cries. Until the extend I had to use an ear plug & drown myself with songs almost every night. I felt better with the ear plug on. Baby was sleeping with CL next room, but I really cannot hear the baby cries. Plus I had insomia throughout my confinement. Really tiring. During that period of time, I really hope for 100 days where Karen is less cranky and I can enjoy all the good food.
Karen is a fast learner. At Day 102, she knows how to grab the things she wants. At Day 105, she knows how to withdraw her milk bottle nipples and put it back into her small tiny mouth. She's now in the process learning how to crawl and holding her own milk bottles.
Once again, I would like to thank God for being so kind to me. God had given me a cute pretty baby with a good brain. There's nothing else I could ask for. Thank you so much.
Why 100 days?
During my confinement, I guess I might have suffered from postnatal depression. I got so stress if Karen cries. I didn't know what to do with her when she cries. Until the extend I had to use an ear plug & drown myself with songs almost every night. I felt better with the ear plug on. Baby was sleeping with CL next room, but I really cannot hear the baby cries. Plus I had insomia throughout my confinement. Really tiring. During that period of time, I really hope for 100 days where Karen is less cranky and I can enjoy all the good food.
Karen is a fast learner. At Day 102, she knows how to grab the things she wants. At Day 105, she knows how to withdraw her milk bottle nipples and put it back into her small tiny mouth. She's now in the process learning how to crawl and holding her own milk bottles.
Once again, I would like to thank God for being so kind to me. God had given me a cute pretty baby with a good brain. There's nothing else I could ask for. Thank you so much.
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