39W 2D

Moving into my 39 weeks already.  Karen still happily kicking inside.  "You still don't want to come out, Karen?"

I am currently in waiting mode.  I have started my leave since Monday.  Usually will stay at home online or play with Sasa's puppies.  Keep on washing and clearing messy stuffs while waiting for Karen's arrival too.

Around 1 month ago, I had a dream.  I dream of myself giving birth to Karen.  The experience of giving birth (in the dream) is as easy as pass motion.  I really wish my dream would come true.  But that dream will remain a dream forever la.  "Contraction pain is no joke", a friend told me. 

I have some crampy feeling on my abdomen almost everyday, but nothing serious.  It usually last about 10-15 secs and disappear.  But I have really bad backaches lately.  Someone said she had waist pain during contraction.  So far I do not have any waist pain yet.  

I have a feeling that Karen's head is bumping the piece of sheets that separate her and my vagina.  I also experience some weird feeling on my back.  Is she coming?  Tonight?  :D

Thinking about the delivery really scare me off.  But what to do, it's like judgement day, I can't avoid.

Grandma told me she prayed to God to protect me and lil' Karen that everything will be smooth.  The power of God really calm me and bring me courage.



Dear God, 

It's been a long time since I talked to you.  How are you?  Baby Karen is about to come out very soon and I'm so nervous.  I know you will guide me when I need help every time.  I also believe you could give me courage, strength and strong support to pass through hard times like this.  With YOUR light shining down on me, I could endure whatever pain that comes across me.  I promise I will be a good mother and protect my baby like how you protect me.  Thanks for protecting me throughout the 9 months.  Because of you, I do not get any nauser or any complicated health issue during the whole pregnancy.  Thank you, God.

Yours faithfully.